dean-thinking......

2010-04-20T21:01:00.000-07:00

21st Apr 2010:

I suddenly felt like i needed my blog back.. sumhow...
read every single entry in my blog, many thngs went thru my head..
A gush of memories... sweet n sour...
My last entry was sumtime in 2007..
Don't think anyone wld read this blog anymore but it's alrite...
Can be like a diary now i guess...
Well in 3 yrs, many things change...
i took the biggest step in my life on the 27th dec '09...
Now i dunno how...
haiz....
gotta go now, will continue another time...

2007-05-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

Don't Matter
cool song, meaningful lyrics...
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Makes me think of the poly days and all the stuff went through wif nice ppl..
But all gone now, no hope of turning back time..
Juz gotta wait and c if chance comas by....
Reflections on the past brings smiles and sense of remorse...
Makes the present seem meaningless, cold and stone-hearted.. many things done without reason, without much thought and juz for the sake of enjoyment cause time is never gonna turn back...
So priority to enjoyment and not to bother abt anything else... cause it don't matter..

2007-04-07T09:57:00.000-07:00

Well, last checked blogged on the 5th July 2006...
That's super long ago...
I'm too free now so decided to write some stuffs.. And i guess my english gonna suck this time cos being in the army makes anybody at least a little bit dumber..

Where i stopped the last time abt being woried abt sch...
Well ended up, i totally screwed sch up.. It's horrible...
After that, life got a little messed up...
Watever it is, all done and over with..
End up in the army now, life's tough but coping well... BMT done.. SISPEC now...
1 bad thing abt the army is that it ends your social circle out there... So if any of u gt frens serving the nation, do go out wif them when they're free.. If nt, precious weekends wld juz be wasted..

Recently been staying at home alot during weekends.. ALthough it makes my life duller, i learnt alot of things from my mum and from watching tv... Alot of lessons abt life..
Sadness, happiness, values....

With that, been reflecting alot abt wat i went thru from the beginning of poly all the way till now.. Many times, wished i could turn back time but then again, things always happen so that something else related to it could happen...
Well,i thing i do wish to do is to apologize to anybody that i did wrong to..
and tks to those who helped me thru bad times...

2006-07-05T14:08:00.000-07:00

Hola!!
Finally it's the semi's of the 2006 World CUp!!
But then again, there's sumthin wrong with the games this time.
The good teams are out. Teams left are juz generally ok not as 'WOW' as Brazil or Argentina.
Anyways,tonight's game looks like there might be another upset...

Life's been good. School's on the line again.
Wrk's good. Clubbing in Singapore been nt dat gd.
But DBL O on thursday's FANTASTIC!!
The music's good and drinks are extremely cheap... So u can get urselves drowned in the shots and pops...
haha
The only thing that spoils the reputation of that place is the crowd.. But just close 1 eye to that and u'll have a nite of exciting clubbing experience!
The place that's good is Liquid Room on Saturday's...

Well, waiting for my next Holiday...
But is extremely worried abt my sch now..
haiz...
GOtta persevere..

Adios!

2006-05-29T10:44:00.000-07:00

Mr Dean,
School's been really bad. Same reason;attendance.
Same old thing. Gotta pull up my socks so i won't get de-barred and all.
Need to plead with a few lecturers not to de-bar me already and school only started some weeks ago.
Can't wait for next getaway next month.
Been trying to tune this body clock to early sleep and early wake.
Not easy but gotta do it.
A fren juz passed away last night. People around been going off one-by-one.

Days towards the end of May been quite good.
Hopefully it'll go on and on.
Waiting and waiting for the World Cup.

Anyway, been hoping to see or meet and chat up with this person from SIT but so far no chance to do so.
Hmm will be waiting to chat up.
It's very interesting to look at people and know them better after looking.
Some may turn out how it should be and some turn out not good after knowing.

Think sometimes i just observe people too much that i start looking at little details about a person like how the person walks, talks, smells, dressand most important what kind of presence is given.

Very interesting points.

Been having a bad sore throat for like a week and still hvnt recover from it.
Voice sounds extremely terrible.
Tmr's another school day.
Gotta persevere for attendance sake.

Nite

Ciao.

2006-05-18T02:10:00.000-07:00

life's been quite neutral lately...

One of nice thing that happen recently was being able to c Valen again...
hvn't seen her for super long since she went to France..
It's nice to be able to catch up on things finally....

Da Vinvi code is finally out.. Been waiting for this show for soo long..
Hope it's gonna be as good as the book...

Gotta buck on attending classes again... (as usual)

Hope good things gonna come by real soon...
hope.............

Nite.

ciao.

2006-05-08T01:30:00.000-07:00

Juz came back from wrk and slacking....
Damn tired wrkin the past 2days..
And bored too..
In quite a fucked-up mood tonite which means im extra cool than i usually am...
Things been quite like fuck recently....
so miss my close bro's and frens....
now, my nite slackin supper bro is in denmark..haha..
hope he gets cool danish chics there..haha..

Can't wait for my nxt getaway...
soon....

ciao.

2006-04-30T13:45:00.000-07:00

Tmr gonna b in Sentosa..
Such a coincidence, lunz and gang are gonna be there also...haha!!
Most prob will pay them a visit awhile there..
Wrkin past few days so feeling quite shagged out.. and still gonna wrk ltr..
Can't wait to go KL hopefully sumtime nxt mth but finally Dewi askin to go Indo already... So most prob gonna plan a trip there..
Days been passing quite slow these days..
Cant wait for May hoping that it'll be a better month..
Quite miss my old cliques nowadays..

Anyway, 'Hips Don't Lie' by Shakira is really fucking good..
Hope they're playing this in Singapore clubs...
Perfect song to dance with a great dancing partner.. =)

Whole family except for me at HDB now.. Gonna shift before September i think so i'm hoping my parents and bro choose a good house...
Finally can shift again.. Dun really like this house....

Well,gonna go out in awhile....Dunno wats inside me to be written out also..
ciao.

2006-04-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

think this place abit dusty already....
been quite bz or too lazy to say a few things abt life...
roller-coaster...
Lots of upsand downs and all those stuffs...
ppl come and go and come and go...
luckily got those that nvr go...
2nd Bangkok trip was horrible beyond words..
hving a slight phobia abt bangkok now..
haiz..
the place that starts and ends things...
but still cant deny that Clubbing there was superb..
To all clubbers who loves good hip-hop and r'n'b, head to Q-bar at Sukhumvit Soi 11..
Happening place....
ANd do drink smirnoff vodka... Da kick comes in nice and neat...
good drink....
other than that, the whole trip sucks for me....

not going clubbin tonite although all the rest are in MOS now partying..
no mood for lotsa stuffs lately...
thot of a short gateway for a few days soon...
but then there's still sch...
luckily sch's been gd past few days..
hope it'll get better...

i dunno wat else to put...

oh, monday going sentosa to meet the whole clique again..
missed everyone alot..

think thats abt it for now..
ciao.

2006-02-24T01:32:00.000-08:00

Trip to Bangkok was great!!!
Made a few changes to myself..
Add-ons and removals...
Exams finally over.. Not like i studied but juz feel relieved its over..
Now gotta wait for results cos confirm i'll hv to sit for supp paper...
Now,looking forward to sum other stuffs...
Tmr, ZOuk Fresh!!
Mite be going..C how...
Been super tired since came back from trip and sleeping alot..
now feel like slping again...
Too tired already..
ciao!

2006-02-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

Hope everyone's been fine....
Life's in sch been a hell of a roller-coaster ride...
Exams now...
Wish me luck ppl cos i need lots of it...
Anyway, finally..
I'LL BE FLYING OFF IN HRS TIME!!!
The time i've been wating for..
To those who'll miss me, thanx...
I'll miss u too..
And hope nothin happens and i can enjoy to the max!!
HAHA!!!
ANyway, take care ppl!!
Ciao!!!

2006-01-28T16:32:00.000-08:00

In the end, the other day wasn't that bad..
Went to Ministry of Sound under VIP list..
That's super shiok!! HAHA!!
No queue and priority entry for me..
Haha!!
All that was needed was my name!!
I'm hoping to get there again this cumin Monday for the Dj Battle..
Gonna be good...
Anyway, that nita was ok only.. DBL O was bad..
Been wrkin real hard, slackin hard, and playin hard...
Think i enjoy life beyond limits already..
haaha..
Well still there's more to enjoy..
Gonna get my ass outta hm for BBQ at East Coast..
I so love East Coast, been quite qwhile since i last go there to slack overnite..
Gona be cool wif the East Side ppl...
We gonna rock the East Side tonite!! WOOHOO!!
The New Year holidays i've been so looking forward to is here finallY!!
*phew* can finally chill of sch wrk,..
Too tired and stressed up...
i so so so need this break..
Anyway, been long since this place is loaded wif pics..
Soon, gotta start..
need to repair my com's bluetooth site first,,...
To all, Enjoy Life!!
?(but of course to know the do's and don'ts and most important of all,be street-smart... if u're not street-smart, hang out wif sumone who is cos its safer..
If not, juz stay hm k..) ;)

Still wondering how long more i'm left wif before all this life of mine gonna be gone..
soon i suppose..
hope not..
Anyway,coolios...
ciao!!

2006-01-25T02:16:00.000-08:00

Been super super bz lately...
Super late nites hm again as usual...
Been fuckin tired....
Hvnt had recovery for my body yet, but i think heck with that already....
Super lots of projects..
Exams coming...
THAILAND TRIP COMING!!!! WOOHOOOO!!!!....
It's gonna be a super long and fun-filled trip.. CAnt wait....
Tomorrow gotta wake up super early again tmr... sian...
nvr been able to attend morning classes but die die tmr hv to..
Got ICA again.....
But its gonna be a great day tmr i hope,looking forward to it....
Counting the days going by..
Gotta enjoy as much as i can b4 i cant..

Lets see what happens tmr ;)

2006-01-13T01:02:00.000-08:00

Finally,went to Prata Hse to have the crispy prata again...
Been ages since i last ate it...
That place brings back lots of memories as to y i started going there..
Upp Thomson fills me wif memories...
Lots of it..
Good,cherished and treasured memories..
That nvr came back...
Missed the long walks, casuarina,Jln Leban, the kiosks,cycling there, upper pierce reservoir..
Everythin abt that place..
bye

2006-01-08T15:32:00.000-08:00

Finally,21 already a few days ago...
Reflected on the past 20 years..
Time really flies....
Lotsa good and bad times went thru....
Been a good and very bad boy...
Got appraisals and into troubles..
Rewards and punishments...

Really wondering whether is it good or bad to be 21?
But i dun have a choice rite?
It's the golden key to life..
But, will be severely punished for any wrong-doings..
Still gotta live it to the fullest...

4th Jan,Ministry of Sound and DBL 0..
5th Jan "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!!"

ciao!!

2006-01-03T17:44:00.000-08:00

it's already 2006...
How fast time flies...
Looking back, lots of things happened already...
Good ones, Bad ones...
Most importantly is to cherish all the good times and abt the bad times, juz try to 4get abt it...
(as much as possible)
SOme ppl left,some came in, some in between...
A brand new yr, Turning 21 in a matter of days...
I'm juz praying real hard that its gonna be a good yr...

Today's been a super tiring day in sch...
Sch's fine actually but i' feeling super lazy... Feel so tired and slpy thru the day....
Skipped Entrepreneurship IcA Presentation... Slacked and ate a lot..
Slept thru HR lect..
Wanna slack but sumhow dun really feel so...
Tmr there's Orion...
Can't wait for the weekend to come...
Gonna shop at Zara again this Thurs.. Hvn't finish my shopping there yesterday....
The stuffs are super cheap!! So, peeps do check out Zara ya!!
Next 2 upcoming trips gonna be KL again(so settle sum business) and Thailand!!!
Sooo looking forward to those trips...
THinking of going Ministry of Sound real soon again.. It's a super duper cool place..
But of course gotta go wif cool crowds lah, den it'll be even cooler..
Can't wait to go DUbai...haiz..

Too tired to continue already....

hope tmr will be a better day

-ciao-

2005-12-20T17:30:00.000-08:00

super bored so took this pic....
me and amy.... Cool drinks....
Fist nite of clubbin in NUOVO KL
The Adidas PPL>>>
The LRT system in KL...
Glimpse of KL trip....

2005-12-20T17:21:00.000-08:00

Ahaha.. pose summore ppl!
This pic's like sum wedding pic ah....
2 more: Dinie and Azran
The guys:Rizman,Hafid,Herry,Bob
All the girls...From the left: Farhana,Zahirah,Fatehah,Aini,Azimah,Fida
Raya wif the 'SIT' ppl....

2005-12-20T17:03:00.000-08:00

The girl's...
I've got no idea y lin's like that to Aini....

Partner's for the day.... The blue family....
The purple Family....
Terry,Fid,Uz
the 'poser's' but uzair extra only guy... Ifa, Azie,Nurul and Aini...
Fid covering lin's face.....
sum of the past 'raya' pics wif the sbm ppl...

2005-12-20T16:50:00.000-08:00

The little sister.....she super skinny and small ah....
Little cousin Rafidah...Camera shy....dunno how to smile..haha...
Mu two little crazy bro's... these 'monkeys'..making monkey face...
Cute little cousin stoning..haha...
This is the little sister...*caught on cam..thumb sucking meaning time to....zzzzzzzzz*

Me and my little cousin...*she's so cuteeee!!!!*

These are my little cousin's and bro's!!!

2005-12-20T16:46:00.000-08:00

Holidays juz begun....
2weeks...*yeah!!* FINALLY!!
No more worries of getting de-barred for modules and attendance and morning lessons!!haha!!
for 2 weeks..

Life's been quite cool...
Certain things gets better and certain gets worse as usual..
That's life...
Anyway, sumhow recently i suddenly got lotsa biz opportunities coming my way!..haha...
Hope this will go on.... If only i'm already done wif NS.. My career cld have got on a kick-start already and travel to DUBAI!! Super cool place but super hot weather..haha...

N i'm gonna turn 21 real soon.... Juz hoping things gonna be cool for me..
wanted to book a club for celeb but a bit no point...
hmm....
Gonna get myself a either a bike or a watch.. and have quite moments..
Reflections upon each birthday is important..

Anyways, since its been ages since i last updated photos, i shall do so now...
And a little intro to the little ones in my family too!

2005-12-06T02:36:00.000-08:00

Sch's been quite hectic lately....
Need to run frm event to class and class and events....
tmr lunchtime performance again at the atrium..
And tmr's gonna be string orchestra..hmm...
But anyway, will donate blood tmr...
Blood donation drive is quite cool... Still got sum nice memories frm my past blood drive event,,,
Met quite a no of old cliques in sch today.. Nice to talk to u again,man...
But dunno y the rest all got cold shoulders or sumthin.. but anyway, juz let it be ah.. Can't really do anything much also..
X'mas cumin soon!
Lotsa presents to get i guess..

Nice to see a few of the yr ones ard sch who still remember me..
Anyway ppl,sumtimes if i dun acknowledge u frm far...I'm really sorry..
it's juz that my eyesight been getting really bad..
Wait till i get my new spectacles.. ;)

Been damn shagged..
Soccer been really well on the way every weekends..
Wanna train up but got no time to do so..
ICA's, projects and events..*phew*
hope can get over wif the projects soon..

Hopefully can have chalet this cumin holidays..Mybe go for a short trip also..
Juz feel need to get away again...haha...

Gonna be 21 real soon.. There's gonna be lotsa changes in life...
Hopefully i can be ard for long... Lotsa things things gonna happen..haiz..
Thot of being away for my b'day also.. Too much sweet memories that'll hurt cos it ain't happening.. haiz..

But had a few good days before..
Been hoping that the day after will be a better day every nite..hmm..*wishing*

but anyway.juz gotta chill..
Cool and will always be cool..

bye

2005-11-16T20:10:00.000-08:00

Hari Raya outing so far been quite cool..
Went with Biz ppl as well as IT ppl...
But after the outing felt super shagged...
Gonna be away for awhile coming weekend so, goodbye ppl.. But a few days only ah..
Needed this break so much...
Sch's not bad so far.. Haven't been on time since sch started till today.. haha...
But been skipping classes too much already..
Think lots of warning letters gonna cum in by nxt week... haiz...
Been preparing myself for NAPFA this Friday for the past few days till today...
Life's been juz like that..
Bye.

2005-11-11T12:35:00.000-08:00

hi!!
Think everyone's doing well..
So take care
Have fun
bye./

2005-10-24T19:57:00.000-07:00

Highlight for the day!

Me and my bro Hafid were on the way to get dinner for breakin fast at Novena Square Burger King.. Nothing happened...
On the way back, we got into an accident..
Wanted to avoid a taxi on the expressway but my bro jammed the brakes..
Bike flew off, we flew off...
But luckily both of us are still alive..
Both only got sum bruises...
I can't walk normally for the next few days...
Hopefully no one will make fun yah..
thanx..
no mood to say anythin more ah..
bye.

2005-10-24T14:30:00.000-07:00

Been working the whole weekend...
Suddenly feel all so hard-working and all...
Wanted to buy 'Baju Kurung' but in the end hvnt buy yet till now..
Been feeling extremely awkward lately.. dunno y..
super awkward, awful and kept having very bad feeling....
think sumthin's gonna happen soon...
gonna be really bad...
can feel what it is already but hoping its not..
haizz..
bye.

2005-10-21T15:10:00.000-07:00

life's been prety boring..
but luckily i have sum nice ppl ard me to make my day sumtimes...
ppl come and go...
something that shouldn't happen to ppl u treasure...
but, things juz happens...
things happens for a reason but, many times things happens for no reason...

hope things will turn for the better..

bye.

2005-10-11T12:06:00.000-07:00

The 'ferris wheel' outside citylink mall.. pure boredom....
The shop we 'robbed' in JB... Dunkin' Donuts Rocks!!!!!
My 'shisha' cappucino... Nvr ever take this... Other flavours taste better.. hahah/....
.........Adidas Bugis.......
The 'shisha' place... We had grape, strawberry and cappucino..... Cool rite.....

2005-10-11T11:59:00.000-07:00

What i've actually done thru the weekend.....
Sat (08/10/2005)
Worked at Bugis outlet.....
At nite, had 'shisha' till 2am...
'shisha' session was fucking shiok!!!! Hven't had for a loooonnggg time....
The usual place is actually Al-Majlis where there's a lot of irritating and nonsensical youngster...
But, i went to a better place, a bit more expensive but its a fucking cool place...
Turkish carpet, pillows and cushions, dim lights, cool arab background...
That's Samar... cool 'shisha' place...
and btw, 'Samar' means chill in arab..
Dats y it's a cool chill-out place... Will upload sum pics in a bit.....
Sunday (09/10/2005)
Worked at citylink mall....
sianz.....
went backkk...
sianz...
Monday(10/10/2005)
Came sch awhile to pass Khorkiee sum stuffs and ciaoz....
Went JB whole afternoon..
'Robbed' Dunkin' Donuts!!! haha...
Spent like Rm70+++ on donuts only there.. haha...
was a donut day....
Went to have dinner wif the rest at Little India...
Ate till i can't move....
Went back, out again and back again...
Really wonder alot abt ppl....
Lights out....
Today(11/10/2005)
Came sch at 10am...
Supervisor looking for me again..(what's new? ahaha...)
Slacked.. Catch up wif min a bit on Thailand...
Finished Summary Report but still got Personal Selling Report...
Too lazy to finich that up...
Will do tmr ah...
thinking of going for a haircut ltr...
Dunno going where to brek fast ltr also... c lah...
ciaoz,,,,,,,,,,

2005-10-07T21:10:00.000-07:00

smart boy of the day! haha.. can't believe i combed my hair today after sooo many yrs....
Lok at the hair.. haha..
Hafid doing his stunt at Blk L.. "Tail-Slide"...haha..cam real!!
ok boys!! pls queue according to height!!!!
Me and my 2bro's were damn bored.. took dis in the toilet.... haha..

2005-10-07T21:00:00.000-07:00

Found out somethin new when eating at McDonald's last nite.. The one on the left, the M is white in colour instead of the usual yellow(right).. That happens when u order w/out salt...haha.. cool...

2005-10-06T16:55:00.000-07:00

think thats it for now....
Shagged..
sian..
ciaoz...

2005-10-06T16:54:00.000-07:00

Bunch of Red Indians caught in action down Orchard Road....... haha...
Bro Hafid on his bike.. Cool Pose Man!!!
Went to ECP the other day.. Missed that place.. Lots of Flashbacks... nice place to chill
Hadiman's band in a competition called band fight or sumthin like that..
Super Rocking Day i had....
My dear bro during his wrkin break.. Work Hard Man!!!!!
Me and Cher had lunch wif Hafid at FUnan....
Mos Burger Jurong Point... My 1st time here since 2yrs ago.. haha..

MOs SHAkes ROckS!!!! We had All 3 Flavours:Coffee,Vanilla and Strwberry(highly not recommended. The 1st are a million times better.... ;) ) And bro,cool t-shirt...

2005-10-06T16:41:00.000-07:00

A Picture Says a Thousand Words.. dats y words aren't used anymore....
Once i went to poly forum.. While in the check-in queue, 1 poly forum participant asked the other, "What's SQ, MI, what's 1800hrs,What's on the board?" i'm like wondering why is this guy here... All a person need to know is to read to know what's on the board.. haiz..

I nvr knew that u can walk from T1 to T2 though.. haha.. But 15mins isn't wlkin time.. Maybe crawling time i guess.. haha...
Fly From Changi Airport.....
Skytrain's Expanding to Terminal 3 and there's gonna be a new-age skytrain... COOL!!

The yummies offered in Terminal 2......

2005-10-06T16:25:00.000-07:00

In the end, slacked at BK.. The concept there is fucking cool for a Bk ah... haha..
BIG MAC... SUPER SIZE ME!!!! HAHA>>> (below)
Changi Express up for grabs!!! i didn't even know they have an airport newsletter..haha..
Starbucks at Treminal 2.. Setting's super cool... Been having this craving of ice blended coffee lately also dunno y.....hmmm....
This Way Pls!! for curious tourists that is.........
Its been ages i last went to the airport i guess.. Now Terminal 1 got a Tourist Visitor's Centre cum souvenir shop.. cool....

Sumhow decided to go Chnangi Airport to find an old fren working at "Popeyes" the american restaurant.. haha.. they have freakin nice biscuiuts there eaten with maple syrup.. Always eat for free anyways... haha...

2005-10-06T15:45:00.000-07:00

Another pic taken while wif my bro on the bike... Phone nearly flew off.. *phew*
Cool reflection rite...haha...
Saw this bike upon reachin wdlands.. Cool scrambler with sportsbike tyre..
It's called "Scrambler Montage"
Me and Fid on the bike... Speeding thru the PIE.. haha..
Do not ever try takin a pic on a bike! Super DAngerous!
Yesterday (05/10/2005)
woke up at 5am.. Makan 'sahur'... Eating in the morning before fasting for the day starts..
FAsting starts... 1st Day..
The only reason i hate fasting month is juz the mornings actually...
Super dreadful every single morning...
Went to sch..
Everyone was like, "Dean fasting ah today? "
i'll be like,"Yah!!! Of course!! It's the 1st day ppl!" haha....
Egveryone asks me the same qn..
Cos i nvr really bothered abt all these stuffs..
But sumhow, felt too sinful for the past yrs..
Decide to be a better boy this yr..haha..
Went riding wif Hafid and Terry yest afternoon..
We were so bored.. So heck TEP!
haha...
Went to Potong Pasir to meet Fat and Ira..
Fat had job interview, she'll be selling mp3 players by samsung soon..
Congrats!!
After, Terry rushed back to sch cos his supervisor came back...
So left me and my bro Hafid..

We went to woodlands to find Ifah, Azy, Lin, Nurul and Ain..
Hvnt seen them for like sooo loong...
All went to grab sum yummies for breaking fast ltr except for myself cos i'm breaking fast outside anyways....
They went home...
Met cher, she acc me break fast and its dinner for her... She went for her piano lesson..
cioaz!!!..

Today (06/10/2005)
The most non-happening day...
Came sch.. Screwed by all the supervisors in my stopover...
Cindy Soh prepared a 2nd warning letter for me already..
sianz...
1st letter still not out wanna prepare 2nd one for me already..
What the fuck..
Hell of morning...
after that slacked the whole day till now in MRC..haha...
a fuckin sian and wasted day....
Ltr need to go suntec..
So breaking fast out again..
Hope got company can already...
Anyway, i shall upload all the pics now..
starting frm Changi airport..

2005-10-04T16:30:00.000-07:00

Hi,Bloggie!!!
I'm back.. Been really bz last wk...
Had block leave for a week..
Had Chalet at Sentosa frm Wed till Fri morning..
Wasted i wasn't able to take pics or videos there cos my phone was sent for servicing..
Missed my phone super terribly for the 3days...
I was so tempted to take so many pics and videos... haiz....
The thing is after going thru the pain of not being able to use my phone for 3days, i got it back..
No difference made.. They said they update the software and all but got no difference...
haiz.. damn fed-up wif those nokia ppl...
I'm not going to bring my phone there again.. think i'll 'tahan' a bit till i wanna get the N90...
Rode on Hafid's bike.. Not bad, my bro can ride quite well..
But sumtimes still quite worried for him..
Think will guide him a bit on the road...
Over the weekends didn't wrk..
Feeling super lazy.. (rebhergfuegejrh: hafid disturbing.. haha..)
haha...
Met my bro Hafid and Terry on both days awhile..
Sat when to watch Hadiman's band competition... Called 'Band Fight' or sumthin.. Can't remember the name although Cher told me the name dunno how many times already.. Sorry cher.. haha..
On Sunday went ECP, bedok interchange.. Missed Bedok interchange so much..
Settled sum stuffs.. then ciao...
Yesterday, came sch.. Slacked.. Nothin to do..
Went to watch NYP against OFS...
Good Game ppl/....
Especially the LAst man/Sweeper.. Nice Game...
Then went home..
Slept..
super early.. damn sian.. nothing to do...

Today's Happenings (04/10/2005)
Came sch.. Missed meeting wif Mr Puar cos came late.. haha.. Sorry man..
Got 2 new DBI girls.. gotta go mstery shopping wif them soon but i dun even know their names yet.. haha..
gonna do emceeing for SU's commissioning soon...
Looking forward to it.. Doing wif my co-emcee called Felicia..
No idea who she is but gotta find out soon..
ANyway, had lunch at Serangoon wif Fid and Terry....
HAd amongst the worst Mee Kuah there.. haha..
Then went to Terry's place.. had a nice time there ;)
haha...
Slacked, went bishan cos Fid needed to get Long John's for AiLi..
Came sch again..
Slacked till now..
Juz received a msg that i gotta go outsourcing this Thursday...
So fast!! haiz..
c how it goes lah...
haha..
ciaoz!!

2005-09-26T10:17:00.000-07:00

Been to tired and totally had no mood to blog on Friday...
Been wrking thru the weekends...
Finally, here i am now..
Let's start with Thur's Nite:
Went to town, met Min and Shanon..
Lost my 2nd LV wallet on the train to town...
haiz... 4th time losing my wallet this year..
Went MoMo met Joanne n partner,Nam, Mac n fren..
We were lucky, no need to join the freakin long queue..
Went in thru priority entry...
Took less than 5mins to enter..
It was super duper packed... Saw lotsa ppl that i know..
So it's like 'hi' here and 'hi' there....
haha...
music was not bad but it wasn't great..
Alot of squeezing,squishy-squashy cos it was sooo packed...
Saw a few non-clubbers there..(ppl who always said they dislike clubbin and stuffs..)
Sumhow they went..
Dance and danced...
Saw and talked things out wif ppl..
Went fine hope it'll go on..
Min, very sorry i went off quite long cos needed to settle stuffs...
but luckily after that guess u ended up really enjoyinthe remaining of the nite.. ;)*winks*
hahaha......
Joanne n partner, very sorry didn't reply ur msg and meet u 1st b4 leaving cos was settlin stuffs... very sorry.. apologies..
To Josh, i'm so sorry when u came i was bz wif stuffs.. promise we'll go club again sumtime yah!
Anyway, the nite ended, took cab hm...
Sch on friday was normal...
Tired cos lack of slp since the day b4..
Went thru the day..
Went nokia care after sch..
They said i have corrupted memory card... need to re-format it.. and need to upgrade my phone software ltr..
went hm late nite..
then.. out..
Over the weekends was purely wrkin... nothing much 4 both days..
Cher, really sorry abt the starlight thingy.. will make up for it sumtime kays...
(26/09/2005)
Back in b-pos..
tmr starts block leave..
finally!!!!....
hope can really get out of sg awhile...
hvin chalet at Sentosa on Wed.. and hopefully a soccer on wed morning at Sentosa's pitsh can be confirmed too....
looking forward to the chalet.. i really need this break..
Hope u can cum..
Soccer matches over the weekends were bad.. Lost a no of games.. haiz...
EPL matches are so fixed nowadays that's it's pointless watching them anymore..
Lucky spanish and italian league matches aren't..

Points Been Pondering on:
i dunno but is it so difficult to ask a person out?....
hmmm... How to continue instilling the belief in a person when everythin is always said..but nvr done... not once...
making a change:willing, unwilling or juz tryin when feel like it...
(its easy to c or determine whether sumone is really sincere abt sumthin, cos sincerity can be felt..) (partial sincerity can nvr wrk as it keeps a person in doubt...)
I'm gonna be fuckin bored today..
My two main bros, Hafid and Terry hvin leave today...
Min still not in sch yet...
Hope it's gonna be a nice Monday...
-smile-

2005-09-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

Today's Happenings (22/09/2005)

Woke in the morning, got changed, ate and left hm..
Mr Terry 'tumpang' me to sch to day..
Reached at 9am.. Finally i'm a bit early than usual but still late frm sch hrs...
Went to sum dumb personal grooming seminar for only 1hr than walked out...
The stupid seminar lasts for 3hrs actually..
Mad ppl.. Personal Grooming..3hrs..
Went to North Canteen with Terry,Zul,Imran n Razinah,Adi,Hisham and Kamarul...
Slacked awhile..
Met Daryl while walking.. Hvn't seen him for awhile...
Went dwn to atrium...
My morning suddenly went fantastic while giving out the i-bid flyers at the escalator..haha..
Slacked ard...
The happiest news today for me, My dear bro Hafid PASSED HIS BIKE TEST!!!! WOOOHOO!!
COngrats , bro!!!
Power!!! Can ride to sch soon already.. haha...
Had lunch at FJ... Western food there again.. With my bro's Hafid and Terry...
Then went back to atrium and waited for sumone... and waited.. and waited...but nvr came..
bought a whole block of chocs and finished everything by myself...
Feeling super fucked-up now... super super fucked-up and terribly awful too...
hhhhaaaaiizzzzzzzzz....................................................
now back in b-pos again...
Damn sianz.........
Dunno wat to do..........
Those who just finished exams today, enjoy urselves!!!!! ;)
haiz...phew....
feeling terribly low.... down... dissappointed... bored... nothingness..
which means, tonite i'm going to drown in my whatver.... totally.....
guess, gonna be hm extremely late or maybe not...
AAAaaaaaaaaaHHhhhhHH!!!!!!
Fuck!

2005-09-21T17:20:00.000-07:00

Been in b-pos nearly throughout my time in sch today.....
Had a meeting wif Ms Khoo... She's nice.. :)
She was askin abt whether we still hv things to do... how's the progress and even sat beside me to help wif the editing of the presentation slides...haha...
Juz rotting my life away everyday here...
Praying hard that nxt week gonna be a better week full of activities and progress.. haha.. *winks*
Been blogging a lot lately cos got nothing better to do.. haha...
Really dead bored..
I feel that TEP is making me lifeless..
Lucky thing i'm getting back to my nite life.. haha..
FINALLY!!!
gonna be happening again.. haha..
But for now, its juz boring life for awhile...
After this going to do sumthin to my hp.. Its terrible..
haiz..
So sian..
Hopefully sumthin will happen to make my day at least a bit...
hmm?>?<<>>??

2005-09-21T16:27:00.000-07:00

The phone i'm eyeing at now..haha...

2005-09-21T13:49:00.000-07:00

Last nite end up didn't go eat with them...
Terry met up wif Khorkhiee but an unfortunate thing happened so dinner wif them was cancelled...
Min went to accompany Hazel after trg..
So i slacked at the SIT com lab wif Cher plus do a bit of touch up to my outsource presentation for this Friday...
After that actually wanted to eat in sch Macs but i went dwn and they are only left wif chicken McNuggets..haiz...
So, forget abt it...
Went to AMK, ate a little and went off..
Not much mood already...
Today's Happenings (21/09/2005)

Seriously intended to come sch punctually today but guess what! Woke up at 9.30am! haha..
So got up and started to rush on everything....
Worst thing,received dozens of phone calls.. Cindy Soh been looking for me the whole morning again....AAHHHH!! I so hate it when this happens...haiz...
Damn fed-up... Stupid bitch got nothin better to do in life or sumthin... haiz...
ok la, i actually could see it coming that's why i had the intention of being in sch on time today...
but,too bad Mr Dean.... U're juz unlucky....
Then, all changed n left hm...
While walking to the bus-stop,plug the earpiece into my hp amd my ears...
Guess what? my tracks are empty...AHHH!!!!....
haiz... checked my mmc card, its totally empty....
SHit happens i guess..... haiz...
All my songs and all my pics are totally gone...
FUCK!!!!
damn pissed off...
But okay Dean, u're cool so be cool yah...
hmmm, really been containing everyhtin in me........
Reached school at 11.15am...
Applied for Flexi-Leave for the morning in case i'll be questioned...
Juz abt to leave b-pos, Cindy Soh called and asked for me to get to her office straight...
haiz...haiz....
Got myself a little mentally prepared and went to her office....
'Kena' fuck upside down,left-right-centre....
haiz....
had to save my ass, my grp and also ensure my supervosir Mr Puar doesn't get into trouble when he gets back..
Ltr gonna have meeting wif Ms Charmaine Khoo at 2pm...
Had lunch wif Terry,Khorkiee,Terry,Min,Hafid,Azy,Ifah,Lin,Aini,Nurul and Zul...
At north... Everybody had the same coloured plate..haha...
All ate muslim food...haha...
Now back in b-pos...
Damn bored waiting..
And fantastically, juz found out there isn't the stupid crime prevention presentation today...
Fuck these ppl...
Hvn't scolded so much b4 on this blog... haiz...
Worried myself yest for this stupid presentation for nothing....
Now what am i supposed to tell the grpmate i asked to do the slides...
Think its juz the period of time whereby i'm super unlucky and stuffs..
haiz...
Think i'm gonna chill out at sum coffee bean or starbucks tonite to take sum time off....
Feelin ultra awful now...
Can't wait for block leave nxt week...

2005-09-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

This is Jay Jay... haha...Benjamin actually, missed him lots this German guy...
Dear Kimberly..haha... Anyway, she's Kim.. haha.. Cute rite!! haha..
1st time wif Firhan in a pic..haha.. super cam shy guy.. wif prince william's "fiancee" , Cher.. haha... Min.. haha...
A greenDay for the B-pos ppl..haha...Terry face a bit stone ah.. But he's 1 cool guy wif a cool vespa.... :)

2005-09-20T20:41:00.000-07:00

That's Zul with his boring pose in Bodywatch.. haha..

2005-09-20T20:40:00.000-07:00

Yun Yun A.K.A Cloud.. haha.. Great basketballer!!!

2005-09-20T17:40:00.000-07:00

Slacked at MRC juz now waiting for Hafid to finish up a little on his project...
The Environment in MRC is so different...
The ppl there seems to be more closely knitted and also its a lot more vibrant and noisier there..
Maybe cos there's my bro Hafid ah.. haha..
Anyway, after that went dwn to north canteen, ate piping hot 'goreng pisang'.. Fantastic! taste good today..haha...
Slack there wif Hafid, Terry and Adi... Joined by Min Yi ltr...
Then went to SA office to book soccer field for this Sat but was booked earlier by the track team..
So most prob soccer will be postphoned to Sunday at Bendemeer....
Came back to B-Pos, didi my job as a leader delegating a job to my peers...
Sumhow felt the responsibility although i'm usually slack and quite heck abt sch stuffs...
Anyway, finally i'll be the dj and emceeing another event!!! Yeah!!! haha... i'm gonna be out of boredom awhile.. haha..
But the prob is that this time it's in the Auditorium function room dealing with primary sch students..haha..
i've seriously been wondering what songs gonna be played for those kids.. haha..
twinkle twinkle** baa baa black sheep??? but those are nursery rhymes..
what do primary sch listen to?hmm....
Gonna ask my small little bros wen i get hm.. But they listen to hip hop and rmb..haha..
The most important thing is that i'm gonna be excused for the whole of Friday!!!
hahaa..
No idea what i'm gonna do after sch ltr.. Maybe go jog awhile or sumthin and go wat at ard 7++ if Terry is free, Khorkiee is free and Min ends touch trg... Hafid gotta practice well and concentrate on his prac.. take care bro!
Left with abt 20mins b4 leaving this boring room...

2005-09-20T15:08:00.000-07:00

Mr Hafid(right) with sum clown balloon guy by Nokia...
He requested for sum red-inidan at so there it is!!

This pic was taken by a freakin cool phone.. Nokia N90.. It's quite nice from right: Aini,Lin,Hafid,Min and Dean.......

2005-09-20T14:34:00.000-07:00

Last nite in the end went to the starlite cinema thingy at The Padang...
Watched Madagascar finally.. haha... abit back dated ah....
anyway, it was damn boring..
Maybe cos we all had to seat on the ground or shld i say grass..
went there with Hafid, Min, Aini, Lin, Azy and Ifah...
Luckily the girls were armed with snacks and newspapers to sit on...
Anyway, i've my eyes set on this new phone.. it super cool..
Cumin out into the market, Nokia N90...
It's super cool......
After that everyone went hm straight and i went off separate ways...
Today's Happenings (20/09/2005)
Woke up quite early actually at 8+ but fell aslp again cos had a very long nite...
woke up again at ard 10am, took my own sweet time to get changed and all...
Reached sch at 11.45pm..
Got myself in a bit of shit though..
Ms Cindy Soh been looking for me all morning but i wasn't ard.. haha..
Hafid 4got to bring his p along to sch today.... A bit difficult to get to him unless he stays still in his stopover i guess..
Still haven't seen her yet, guess she's gonna screw me up, but think i shld be able to talk my way thru sumhow....
Went for lunch at FJ wif Adi, Terry, Hafid, Firhan,Min,Khorkiee,Lynette and Jing Hui...
Slacked all the way till now... Feeling bored again now..
Think going to slack at macs ltr...
Wanted to upload sum pics actually but the mmc reader dunnoe sum fellow in b-pos gave me is too big to plug into the com...
Guess will do it ltr then..
Thinking of watching Brothers Grimm and waiting for the Corpse's Bride to come out too..
Everyday in-sch attachment is pure boredom...

2005-09-19T16:07:00.000-07:00

Just came back to B-pos from sum stress management by the S/W students..
Its quite cool.. The speaker was talking abt the functions of the mind, adrenalin,endorphines(think this is how it's spelled, not sure abt these terms though.)
After the talk did sum checks which lasted for only 5mins for my attachment stuffs...
Now, got nothing to do again...
Had lunch at South canteen...
Think Today the auntie got PMS or sumthin, the rice wasn't fully cooked...
But still finished the meal cos was super hungry..haha...
Had Ribena again... Think i've been drinking Ribena for the past week..
No idea whether its good or bad though..
Ltr after sch Hafid and Ifah they all are askin whether all wanna go for the open-air screening at the Padang together.. Think they are showing Madagascar..
It's called sum starlight cinema or sumthin like that...
Think i wouldn't mind watching though cos supposed to watch that show long time ago but missed it cos of broken promises..
Anyway, still thinking... C whether min, terry and khorkiee going onot i guess...
Now i'm still tryin to search for this another song by Rhianna- Ghetto Superstar(i think thats the song title, if not it sounds sumthin like that.) It's cool...
I've been carrying this Impossible Field Collector's Sticker Set ard the whole day... haiz...
How i wish to let it off my hands soon...
Now there's sum funny looking visitors in the stopover.. I swear one of them is gay cos he keep scrutinising at the gys in the stopover frm the door.. hahah...
think i'm going out to slack again now..
haha..
ciaoz!

2005-09-19T11:25:00.000-07:00

The weekends are up, it's a Monday morning....
A start to a cool week with great cooling weather this morning..
Hope no one will be affected by the monday blues.... haha...
Dat's y i'm wearing red today to counter the blues..haha..
Worked all weekend at Parkway Parade and Tampines Mall.
Quite boring though...
Looked out for a pair of soccer boots.. Still thinking whether to get a pair of Predator's or F50..
hmm..?
Working in a retail store opens u up to alot of weird crowds.. Made me realise there's a lot of ppl out there who's either super dumb or just extremely ignorant....
Imagine walking into an Adidas Boutique and u ask the assistant,"Excuse me, do u sell Nike water bottles here?" I wonder what these ppl think of or they are blind to where they go to or sumthin...
Anyway, it's nice to see my od collleague Nas on Saturday...
My weekends weren't bad nor good...
Anyway, had a little conversation last nite and sumtimes i really wonder, is it so difficult to make a decision with only 2 options... The lesser the options the easier things shld be rite..
All the more the options were only a yes or a no.. that's all..
In life, ppl will come and go..
That's y if u treasure sumone n u dun wan that person to walk out of ur life, u muz know how to make the person stay... How much effort u put in trying to ensure the person doesn't walk away determines how much u treasure that person and how special that person is.. If u just do a bit and u think that's enuf, think back on wat u could have actually done.. Done more? How much more?hm....
Hope today's gonna be a gd day for me.... I really missed havin happy days..
haha..
Think i'm going to go eat soon or sumthin.. feeling super hungry..
At least now my nites are filled again..haha...
Life's getting on the high again... Finally...
Anyway Cher, Fat and Hafid, very sorry cldn't join u ppl on Sat cos had wrk last min and end quite late...
Hope u ppl enjoyed urselves.... :)
Hoping to watch Brother's Grimm soon...

2005-09-16T20:05:00.000-07:00

wished and guess wat?
haha.... wish came true for a few mins....
haha...
YEAH!!!
nuriah came online for awhile..
hahaa.. been waiting for it..
patience is really important..
it pays to be patient and to be cool.. ;)
And also finally managed to do sumthin abt my blog... haha..
nvr expected i would get one though..haha..
guess i'm just dead bored in b-pos..
Anyway, its the firdt time i'm using the com so intensely(apart frm using it for projects that is..) tryin to bring up the blog. haha..
nvr explored so much abt tag-boards and stuffs before...haha..

Had a little mooncake celebration in B-Pos.. There was sum lantern making competition.. haha.. only had sum pathetic wires and used newspapers as materials.. After that all the groups were given mooncakes to eat..i only managed to put less than quarter of it down my throat...
Its very 'gelat'...Anyway, had lunch at KFC Ang Mo Kio just now wif all of them..
Although i had a little craving for the muslim food over at south canteen.. But its ok la for my bros..
haha..
After that came back to sch and continue exploring wif my blog stuffs..
Fat,Cher and Zahirah came by round B-Pos.... so slacked outside and talked a bit....
Went to sign-out..
Came to this com lab to do sum stuffs..
Finished, now just slackin cos feeling bored..
There's Hafid,Ifah,Aini,Cher and Fat..
All slackin except for Cher and Fat studying for exams..
Today saw the SCL students hvin exams again..
Gd Luck! :)
Dunno wat time i'll be leaving this lab...
c la, how...
Feeling lazy to wrk tmr also.. haha...
anyway, ciaoz!

2005-09-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

Last nite in the end went to Prata Hse wif Khorkiee and Terry..
And yesterday's prata was really 'yummylicious!!!' haha....
We slacked there till abt 10.15pm then headed hm...
Reached hm, showered and all but sumhow just can't get to slp..
haiz... think i'm having insomnia or sumthin.. haven't been able to really slp for like 1 month already.. Think muz take slpin pills already..
Today's Happenings (16/06/2005)
Today came to sch earlier than usual although still a bit late.. haha... Reached at 9am..
then slacked outside wif Hafid awhile then he had to go for sharing session... Now back to B-pos nothing to do... super duper sianz...
It's Friday, the last day to see the old Zouk b4 it closes for renovation...
Dunno y, sumhow i dun really feel very keen on going clubbing anymore.. its super weird...
a lot of mu frens been askin me to go club since the past months but haven't been keen abt it at all..
They are all complaining on y i'm like dat, i dun know...
If not i'm the one who usually bring them into the clubs and intro them to new places and parties.. haha... guess the party animal is no longer out..
Or maybe i'm just looking foreward to clubbin out of Singapore again..haha..
Or maybe i just feel that i shld change my lifestyle a bit if i wanna go for a nice decent girl..
It's just the feeling...
hmmm... but at times i do feel weird cos on Friday and Saturday nites and i find myself free.. haha.. And i quite hate that feeling cos i feel that my life is like so empty..hmm..
hopefully sumthin happens to make my day 2day so i wouldn't bother so much abt anythin else...
wishing......

2005-09-15T18:45:00.000-07:00

Ended TEP for today at 6pm..
Now got nothin to do.. Slackin in SPT wif terry, Khorkiee and Raz ..
Just now went south canteen to slack wif them plus hafid,lin,ifah and azy..
Think today is like the trend of ppl eating wedges and nuggets at south canteen..haha..
Cos both Hafid and Lin bought the same thing one after the other....
Now just sittin in-front of the com logged on online hoping to me the sumone...
But guess she's bz or sumthin..
This Sunday mayb got soccer game again.. Guess gotta hv to get my boots by this Sat...
Feeling dead bored these days..
Dunno y but guess its just the feeling..
I'm still tryin to change a little bit of my blog here and there but doesn't seem able to do so.. haha.... so see la until wen it'll remain like that..haha...
think will stop here for now...

2005-09-15T15:30:00.000-07:00

Last nite finally went to meet my old frens...
Been really ages since i last met them...
Sum of them really changed a lot but one or two of them still remained the same..
Met my junoirs as well and they really changed a hell lot..haha...
But ok la, at least they still respect their seniors..
Guess ppl change as they move on..
Its ok to change for the better.
But if the change seems to be for the worse, pls do reflect snd do somethin abt it before its too late..
Certain mistakes can be made and learnt from but not all mistakes are affordable.
Slacked wif them at Tampines S11.. our old hangout place, its been long since i hangout there and the place changed a lot...
My fav food stall there sellin carrot cake and bbq chicken wings closed down already..haiz..
So yesterday had Indian "mee kuah"(yellow noodles in super spicy red gravy). While slackin, saw sum of my SBM mates.. Najihah,Hafiz and co.(dunno the names of he rest.. :) Rarely i see NYP students when i go to the East side to slack..
we just slacked till abt 11.30 cos all of us had wrk ltr or wanna go watch soccer on TV..
Finally, we planned a trip to KL AGAIN!!! been waiting to get out of Singapore awhile to chill-out and relax..hahah...
So if alll goes well, should be off in two wks time for 3days, and also if all goes well again, gonna have a chalet for another 3days in the same wk..
This is what i call CHILL-OUT and RELAX.... yeah...phew...
Anyway, Today's Happenings (15/09/2005)
Woke up super early...6.30am...
Left hm at 7.00am for mystery shopping today..
Super boring... plus the hot weather, terrible....
Luckily didn't need to get in the sun too much..
and also luckily its at bedok area and took lots of short-cuts... my old area..haha...
Finished everything by 10am, headed hm..
Felt so tired, closed my eyes but sumhow i just can't slp.. twist and turn on the bed for so long but no use...haiz...
Woke up, ate my fav cereal,"Frosties" and left for sch..
Did all the necessary admin stuffs, done wif it and now in front of the com already..
I wonder whether the ppl from SCL are done wif their paper for today...
Hope everythin went well.. My song for now; "50cents-Just A Little Bit"....
I'm so bored now.. All the more Terry and Hafid are both not in sch..
Playin Winning 11 at Terry's place.. Enjoy Guys!
Maybe will walk ard sch a bit and go find food as usual.. haha...
ciaoz!

2005-09-14T17:30:00.000-07:00

Finally, sumhow decided to start blogging again.
Dun really know what to type abt but guess as days goes by mayb then i can start on sum stuffs.
Today's Happening (14/09/2005)
So far,hmmm..
Woke up ard 11.30am. ( A bit late ah,but been really lazy lately. very bad...)
then slack ard in the hse, find sum goodies to fill up my tummy, changed and stuffs.
Finally left hm for sch at 12.45pm....haha...
Reached sch, headed straight for SPT. Saw the students frm SCL taking their exams at the Sports Hall...GOOD LUCK!!!!!
Then went to north canteen, had lunch then headed for B-Pos to use the com again.
It's so difficult to log into the school's MSN.. Luckily i have Hafid and Terry wif me. The words that kept ringing in my head 'Patience is a virtue'. So, gotta keep on trying if i wanna get in.
Dun usually bother abt MSN or anythin though only till recently.hahaa.....
Now blogging plus listening to my current fav song, "Pon De Replay" by Rhianna.. After this heading down to one of the Shop 'n' Save ard for mystery shopping....
Been super bored lately..
Think that's abt it for now...
ciaoz....